wishing...

Sat down at computer with too many thoughts running through my mind. I started searching for some good GFCFEF (gluten free, casein free, egg free) food for my son with autism. Everything that was listed as the best gluten free baked goods were not egg free, and I just started wishing that feeding my child food that would be good for him could be just a little easier, and cheaper! Then started down that pity party path and wished I had a few more hours in the day to get things done, to feel like I am ahead of schedule on things instead of rushing to finish them on time, to not feel like I am in the deep end of the pool treading water but rather in the kiddie pool with sure ground under my feet. Then finally got outside of myself and started wishing for others...wishing that someone, anyone, could find a way to help stop autism...which of course brought me here to my blog, aka, my therapy session of words. Whenever I feel defeated, I can type my feelings and regain my strength. I am not created to be lost...I am in this world with a purpose and I am blessed beyond words. I have all I can wish for because of the love that is in my life, love of my God and family that gives me the strength to be Warrior Mom. To all those moms out there that are feeling lost, in the words of Dory the fish, "just keep swimming, just keep swimming" and remember that the highs only feel so good because of the lows that you've gone through!